Before Sleeping

Writing. i always draw better than write, but recently i really can't express my feeling through the drawing. All i can do now is write down all the things in my mind as a “memoir”.
After spending a week in the island with the turtles and new friend, now I had to face the pc and the concrete wall. Besides, I had to face another thing, the Kelisa.

During the week in Redang, I had started to think lesser of her. That’s good. I can away from her, without seeing her face, without listening to her sweet voice, without hearing her coughing. It’s a good way for me to forget her…..But not…..i had started to learn swimming. This can be not related to her, but swimming is the only sport I know she like. And her face shown in my mind when I’m trying to float. I’m still thinking of her…

OH well, let’s back to the real world. It’s Monday, the first day after the long holiday. I started a little conversation by asking her works (it’s really rare for me to talk to her in the early morning). And it end in a second…….as usual…. XD.  And minutes after, it’s so surprise to get her message. Ya, I’m so childish. Every time I see her name blinking at the bottom of the taskbar, she made my day~~ I seldom get message from others. Even if have the message from her, mainly is about the works. But surprisingly, this time not. It’s about the movie that we been anticipated since last year. She’d introduce me the first two movie of the series. And I still remember her face when I told her that the third film is coming on this summer. She’s so excited n and smile so sweet. “ Let’s wait together ^u^ “ by holding had on the chest. And I had an idea like date her for this movie IF it is shown in the cinema.

And well, she’d streamed online.  But great that she informed me. Atleast she thinks of me when she watch the movie??? (自我感觉良好～～) However, between us, we only have three topic. Before movies, works, and recently dogs. I really hope that she will like asking “where had you been? So tanned already~~XD” something like that……….And I even hoping that she will giving me a present?  I’m just dreaming…..i’m so naïve. I’m hoping that she know my bday n will prepare a present like what I give her during her bday….

Sometimes, messaging her is just feel like clapping with one hand. Feels like she’s just entertain you. Maybe this is just what I think of, maybe it’s not, maybe she’s hoping to see my name blinking on the taskbar too~~~hahaha~~~

On the following days, all I can talk is just helping siew yee to ask Kelisa about the puppy adoption. And works. That’s all. Yeap, I’m truly a big idiot nerd. And all I can/willing to do now is help her solve the puppy problem. That’s the only thing I can do…just hope her can free from this thing.

Before midnight, I started to write. 5 hours to Before sunrise, I had to end this.